What Can You Do In 2018?

A year ago, as we were coming up to Christmas, I sat down with a piece of paper and several coloured pens.

I wrote an account of how my year had gone, and when I had finished I read it over several times.

The whole process took me a couple of days.

And when I finished, I drew up a plan for 2017.


I was going to work with more people, by doing something new.

I would create a membership site to provide the kind of entertainment / training / mentoring I was already providing one-to-one, or to large groups in real life.

As December turned to January, that’s what I started.

I threw myself into an unfamiliar world, full of its own weird jargon, and incomprehensible technology.

And I quickly became overwhelmed.


Setting up my membership platform, I couldn’t work out how to connect it to a payment system (and which one).

I started preparing one programme, but people signed up before I was ready – and I had to deliver it while I was on holiday.

Running a live webinar, I was told that participants couldn’t hear me properly. (My broadband wasn’t up to it.)

I fixed the broadband, the payment systems, and delivered that six-week programme to everybody’s satisfaction…

…but this process was taking months, not weeks, and I found it really hard on my own.


Mercifully, I continued to work in the real world, and people liked what I did.

The psychotherapist, artist and documentary maker Philippa Perry, asked me to join her in Paris, where she was making a TV show about Surrealism.

She wanted to “create art” spontaneously, on camera, in a flea market.

Just me and Philippa, with an expensive film crew.

It felt quite risky, but I love doing things like that, so I whizzed off and we did it.

Back home, I thought about giving up the online idea, but that would be to write off the months of effort I’d put into trying to set it up myself.

I was going round in circles, and getting really demoralised.

I started to think I was incompetent – an idiot.

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